Some Questions For You Guys.

I had a question for the few who actually read this.

Do you guys have anything you'd want me to talk about, or rather write about?

Also, I have another blog where I want to write stories, but I am idealess. So, you know, I could use help thinking up ideas.

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As I write this, I'm watching a bunch of random nigahiga videos and thinking, "Wow, why can't my videos be as funny. He is really great."

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Just had to put that in.

Yeah.

Welcome to what runs through my life.

So, if my few awesome readers have any requests for rants, videos, trivia question, really anything, just let me know in the comments.

Keep smiling,
Happy New Year,
Maia

@maiareadstatido
maiaelianareadstatido.tumblr.com

12/28/13

Sorry for not writing for a while.

Life's been crazy.

First, family came from Switzerland to visit, then my best friend came and stayed for a weekend, then people came and replaced the windows in my house (which is still going), and then I had to go to my dad's.

But, otherwise, I've been good.

How are you?

Good? Good.

I don't know if you know who Tyler Oakley is, but he is a YouTuber who is pretty popular.

He is openly gay and gets a lot of hate for it, but continues to remain positive.

I'm really jealous of him.

I wish I could be positive like that. Honestly, if you were to ask him a question and you disagreed with his answer, he would probably say, "You do you, I'll do me."

Solid advice.

But not always applicable.

And lately, I've been on Twitter a lot, and reading a lot of his tweets, and tweeting him. And again, I don't know if you know anything about him, because he does these Q&As where he takes tweets and answers them.

A lot of YouTubers do this, and I tweet them every time, and I am never acknowledged.

So, lately, I've been tweeting him about how I feel. Stuff like, when I'm ignored, my already low self-esteem goes down even further. Still, I'm ignored.

Enough of the depressing stuff.

I've been hanging out with my best friend lately, and we did a couple of videos. I have two of them recorded on my laptop, but one is on my camera and I don't have an adaptor cord for it yet.

But I will be posting our version of the "Best Friend Tag" within a couple of days. We also did a video where we tried "Bertie Bott's Every Flavored Beans".

It was really gross.

I love you all.
Keep smiling along with me.
Love,
Maia.




PS: My twitter is @maiareadstatido. The name is Iam Whoiam. I also have a tumblr: maiaelianareadstatido.tumblr.com. It's a cross of YouTube gifs, Star Trek gifs, random stuff, Doctor Who stuff, and Sherlock stuff. I hope you enjoy it.

How much worse can a day get?

Today may have been one of my toughest days to go through.

I was behind on a lot of work and had stressed myself out so much that I gave myself a fever. I had to go home, and needless to say, my mom was less than happy that she had to drive an hour and a half to get me. And, the cherry on top of the cake, she missed her holiday party. She was not happy.

I got home an hour before school was supposed to end, and my mom informed me that I would get my phone back when she got home. She feels that there is a correlation between my getting sick and me being behind on work. Or, as I fall further the behind with work, the sicker I get. She has been watching me, making sure I'm doing my homework and drinking water and wearing rubber bands on my braces.

I finally got her to leave me alone, but that was only because she had to take my brother to an appointment.

I understand that my life isn't as hard as some people's, but sometimes it feels like it is.

Stay happy,

Maia

My First Post!

Introductions
Hi everyone! My name, for the sake of this, is Maia Reads. I am 14 years old, and am more ginger than I look in the pictures. But really, I'm inwardly blond. I'm just that stupid.

So, I have a YouTube channel, obviously called Maia Reads, and I've decided to do this because its easier for me to write some stuff out than speak it out.

If that made sense.

So, my YouTube channel is going to be very lighthearted and fun, but this is probably going to be lighthearted and probably very personal.

I am very depressed.

I'm not just saying this for sympathy or for you to read this more or watch my videos more.

I'm telling the truth.

I am very depressed.

So much so in fact, that I am on medication.

The medication is supposed to help me out-happy it, but it is still a constant struggle for me.

I have many ways that I try to distract myself from it, but it always comes creeping in when I'm alone. Even when I'm with people sometimes, I feel more alone and sad than when I'm really alone.

I love to write. I write especially when I'm feeling sad.

So this is where I'm going to write.

It might be stories, it might be rants, or it might be just needing to write some stuff out.

So, I hope you enjoy when the stuff is meant to be enjoyed, and don't enjoy the stuff where I'm obviously sad.

So, I suggest reading and liking...

Or whatever. I don't really know how this site works yet really.

So, I hope to see y'all soon.

Love,
Maia